This is My Story

Hey guys! God put it on my heart to share my testimony. Some things have happened in my life within the last 1-2 years that most aren’t aware of. God delivered me from some things and has been doing some great things in my life. I broke the video down into two parts or else it would’ve been way too long. I was hesitant about posting the second part because I share some personal things that I went through in 2013-2014 and made some mistakes that I’ve just now been able to forgive myself of. I was worried that those who know me and know what I stand for were going to judge me, but God asked me, “Are you doing this for man’s approval or for my glory?” Since I’m doing it for God’s glory, it honestly doesn’t matter what man thinks of me. With all that said, please keep any negative or judgmental comments to yourself. I pray that this blesses you and ministers to you. God bless!

 

The Peace that Surpasses All Understanding

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“and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.”

Philippians 4:7 (NKJV)

The peace that surpasses all understanding…when I first came to Christ, I would hear this verse and even meditate on this verse time and time again, but I never fully understood what it meant. Ever since I was a young girl, I was a worrier. I would worry about everything. I would worry about things that children shouldn’t even be concerned about, such as finances and having food on the table. Not to go into too much detail, but growing up things were hard for me and my mom. A lot of things that happened in my life were out of my control, which caused me to worry. This habit of worry followed me into my adult life even after I became a Christian and truly started living my life for the Lord. You see, I knew that God would give me a peace that surpasses all understanding, but I didn’t know how to tap into that peace. Philippians 4:6 (NKJV) tells us how,

“Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God;”

My mistake was that even after praying about the situation and telling God what was going on, I was still anxious about it. I still worried about how God was going to make certain things happen. I was trying to figure things out in the natural, but the thing is that God doesn’t work that way. Just because I can’t see my prayer manifested in the natural does not mean that God is not working on my behalf. God is always working on our behalf. He hears our prayers, but there are things going on in the spiritual realm that delay the manifestation of our answered prayers. The enemy is always trying to prevent the manifestation of your prayer. We can see that happening in Daniel 10. Just to give some background, Daniel had a vision about events that were to happen in the future so he prayed to God asking for God to give him understanding. He had been praying and fasting for a while and still did not hear from God. After a few weeks had passed, an angel appeared to him.

“And the man said to me, “Daniel, you are very precious to God, so listen carefully to what I have to say to you. Stand up, for I have been sent to you.” When he said this to me, I stood up, still trembling. Then he said, “Don’t be afraid, Daniel. Since the first day you began to pray for understanding and to humble yourself before your God, your request has been heard in heaven. I have come in answer to your prayer. But for twenty-one days the spirit prince of the kingdom of Persia blocked my way. Then Michael, one of the archangels, came to help me, and I left him there with the spirit prince of the kingdom of Persia. Now I am here to explain what will happen to your people in the future, for this vision concerns a time yet to come.”

Daniel 10:11-14 (NLT)

You see, God answered Daniel’s prayer immediately, but the enemy and his demons were trying to prevent the angel from manifesting Daniel’s answered prayer in the natural. Not once while Daniel was waiting for a response did he begin to worry nor did he become anxious. Instead, he fasted and prayed. Daniel is an excellent example of how we need to be when we are waiting on God for a response to our prayer.

In addition to praying and not worrying about how and when God is going to answer our prayers, we must also fix our eyes on Jesus. Hebrews 12:2 (NASB) tells us  “fixing our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith…”. When we focus on Jesus and keep our minds stayed on Him, He strengthens our faith in Him and we become confident that He will answer our prayers and do what He said He will do in our lives. Isaiah 26:3 (NKJV) tells us You will keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on You, because he trusts in You.” When we fix our eyes on Jesus, that means we focus our hearts and minds on Him. By doing this, we show Him that we trust Him and in response to our trust in Him, He overwhelms us with His peace. 

I finally get what the peace that surpasses all understanding is. It is a peace that to someone looking at your life in the natural will not understand why you still have joy and why you are calm and still enjoying life. It’s having peace in the midst of a crisis, peace in the midst of your life falling apart around you, peace in the midst of chaos. I have finally begun to experience this peace. Right now my life is far from going smoothly. I haven’t been working for almost a year. My only source of income is my financial aide and the assistance my parents give me. Not once have I been late on or not paid any of my bills. I still have money to buy my necessities and do things with my friends every now and then. I have gas in my car every week. That’s God! And because I submitted that to Him and trusted Him to be my Provider, I do not worry about anything. I have seen Him stretch my money and make it last. I don’t fully understand it nor do I need to. My job is to trust Him and let Him do the rest. There are some things that God has been promising to do in my life and some amazing visions He has given me for my life. I have no clue how those things are going to be manifested. When I started trying to tell God that I don’t have certain connections or certain skills, He told me to hush. It’s not my job to worry about the ends and outs of everything. He has it all worked out. Now when He shows me things, I tell God that I don’t know how He’s going to do it, but I trust Him to make it happen in His perfect timing and I rest in Him. And now I have this crazy peace that does not make sense, but is such an amazing feeling.

If you are having a hard time trusting God and tapping into His peace that surpasses all understanding, give those worries and concerns to God. Anytime worry starts to creep in your mind, cast those thoughts down and start thanking God for what you are trusting Him to do. Praise Him as if that prayer has been manifested in the natural. Continue to do this and as with doing anything repeatedly, it will become a habit.

Love and praying for you all!